Sword fight on the Heights (for front) /j

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About Us!

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- Undiagnosed but I wish I could be so I can at least know if I'm actually a system or I'm just talking to myself somehow. (unfortunately, because of our own anxiety and hatred / mistrust of people, as well as how our parents blatantly brushed off our cry for help about our possible ADHD and Autism, I doubt we're ever going to be able to get diagnosed)- OSDD of some kind, I believe. The fact that half of my childhood memories, memories of being in Alaska for 5 years (where I was horribly bullied, possibly my reason for splitting alters in the first place), and memories of our return to Vermont leads me to believe something horrid happened that I'm trying to forget... but what?- Eight fictives, two Brainmade. No one seems to front but me, the host, for some reason. Is that possible with OSDD? Though, I know damn well one of them took control after the January 2023 incident... /srs- Collectively any pronouns lol. I don't think any of my alters want anyone irl / close to us (family and such) to know about this... and I understand greatly, so we won’t use We/Us anywhere, except when talking to my Partner system about us. Body is also 20.- Collectively, we also just go by the host’s names or simply Hazy. Using our full System name is probably gonna be a rare occurrence since we all prefer less people know about this (at least people irl that I know), even our joking SFOTH name.- I do not know what our innerworld looks like as I’ve only ever blanked out and “come back to consciousness” randomly. When I observe my headmates, I see them in a vast liminal like field so… I guess that’s the innerworld? I’m also starting to see Roblox stuff in there…- We didn’t have a collective name or a system name, but I decided we probably deserve one even if we don’t use it often. We also probably won’t use emojis to indicate ourselves too often since… my headmates don’t seem interested in talking to anyone besides each other and me, or my girlfriend. In vent art, they will simply be shown via colors. Messages left by them or that they told me to write will have the indicator though lol.- ADHD, Autistic, Anxiety (horribly destructive Social Anxiety), Depression, Some kind of OCD, Dyslexia, and definitely Insomnia. Not diagnosed for any of these but the damn proof is there /srs- All of us are some kind of queer lmao. “It’s just in our nature to be queer lmao” - 🌽- I AM TAKEN BY ANOTHER SYSTEM (possibly, she’s not diagnosed either), our lovely partner. None of our alters are single so don’t ask (except for Chandler but you do not want him anyways /srs)

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The List of Goobs

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Doodle by our partner system lol >

- Hazy / (My Real Name, if you know it) + all other names he uses
+ Host / Core
+ Bigender… but Lowkey infinite (Any pronouns but It/It’s)
+ Nebularoace Berrisexual
+ 20 Year old, ages with body
+ Either 🌗 or I'll just say "- Host"
+ I'm genuinely tweaking- Chandler
+ Persecutor (possibly the OG Host + Core?), Trauma Holder too
+ Agender (He/They/It)
+ Panromantic Asexual
+ 18 Years old
+ 🐺 for Indicator
+ Rude but I think he’s trying to recover and be better. He wasn’t the nicest of people in the beginning and we all didn’t really fuck with him for that reason, but I think he’s now trying to become better and we all appreciate that. Still an asshole though.- Bambi
+ Gatekeeper, Anger holder(?), Moodbooster
+ Male (He/Him)
+ Gay Asexual
+ 36 Years old
+ 🌽 for Indicator
+ He's awesome, he keeps Chandler at bay and talks to me every now and then to help keep me from feeling lonely if our partner system isn't around at the time.- Miriam
+ Caretaker and Non-Human
+ Female (She/Her)
+ Bisexual
+ Adult
+ 🐾 for Indicator
+ Probably the coolest person in this system. Genuinely so kind and caring, she be doing everything important for the system if I can’t to it.- Shadow Milk
+ Does he have a real role? Fictive
+ Male (He/Him but also It/Its maybe)
+ Gay
+ Really fucking old lol
+ 🎪 or 🔵🍪 for Indicator
+ Idk how this man got here or why he's even here, but he's staying because I like him and he's awesome. He needs to not argue jokingly with Bambi when the rest of us are tryna sleep though.
+ Also, I thought he looked like Shadow Milk Cookie but now he just looks like a vaguely humanoid jester fella now… Guess he lost his cookie nature.- 1x / Tesseract
+ Manager (Kinda), Protector, and Fictive
+ Genderfluid (He/Him mainly but it really just depends)
+ Gay
+ We don’t know his age bro, but adult ofc
+ 💚⚔️ together for Indicator
+ Genuinely an angry grumpy ass dude but at the same time he’s a good helper? Like, he gets mad at me for watching dumb TikTok’s then reminds me to drink water like?- Joke Water Bambi / JWB
+ Likely a Soother, possible Emotion Holder? (for my anger for change specifically)
+ Agender (He/They)
+ Bro doesn’t understand orientation yet
+ 5 years old, he’s a Little
+ 🌽💧for Indicator… if he talks
+ Lowkey don’t now why this cutie is here but he genuinely just seems to want to scream and say gibberish. Bambi and Miriam look after him.
+ Yes, it’s Joke Water Bambi from DNBU, that Roblox Game. Whoever made JWB, my fault for splitting an alter of him, I can’t control that though.- Shedletsky
+ Co-Host, Stress Holder(?), Soother, possibly Socializer too, and Fictive
+ Male (He/Him)
+ Bisexual
+ Maybe 40 something Years old
+ 🍗 for Indicator
+ Blud just had to exist for no reason at all. I genuinely don’t know why he’s here but whatever. Genuinely finna get us fakeclaimed. He’d also probably my most active alter as of now bruh.- Jard
+ What is bro’s purpose
+ Male (He/Him)
+ Probably Bisexual
+ 19 Years old?
+ 🥤 for Indicator
+ Idk why he’s here. He won’t stop drinking soda in the back if my mind. I’ve heard him throw his soda can at others when bothered lol. Also seems to always be with Bobo.
+ Yeah… Roblox Evade.- Bobo
+ … Dude come on
+ Probably Male (He/They/It)
+ I have no idea
+ 18 Years old?
+ 🩵 for Indicator
+ I can’t even. He just stares… I just feel his presence. Seems to always be with Jard.
+ Yeah… Roblox Evade.- 1x4 / 1x1x1x1
+ Not sure yet
+ Genderfluid (Any Pronouns mostly)
+ Probably gay?
+ We don’t know his age bro, but adult ofc
+ Just 💚 for Indicator
+ There’s another 1x but this one is honestly very nice as far as I’ve seen. She also had the betrayed hair lol. I think he tried to fight the other 1x bruh.

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Our Sys Names

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Just for documentation and such lol. We be forgetting stuff way too easily man, this helps lmao.

- At first we started off with no system / collective name since… the host was still questioning things.- When Shadow Milk formed, he instantly took hold of system stuff and wanted to have us named as the Jester’s Collective, which we went by for some time lol.- Eventually, the host got his brains back and chose a more fitting name, Stardust Castle; it was because we like space and stuff.- Then we stopped using a collective name for some time cuz we thought we were faking again Oop lmao.- Eventually we decided on Hazy Corn Field, for I liked the name Hazy and wanted to incorporate it into this part of myself.- Then Shed arrived and gave us our joking SFOTH name. I also chose a secondary name, Hazy Drifted Dreamland.So basically, our name is…
The Hazy Corn Field System
Hazy Drifted Dreamland System
Or just HazyAs well as Sword Fight on the Heights (for Front) as a joke lmao